Apollo called tonight to say goodnight to the kids and told me that he would call later to chat once I was settled for the evening.
Our phone call was great.. I needed it. I opened a bottle of Merlot and we talked and talked. For the first time in quite a long time we had phone sex. Is it horrible of me that I was thinking of some of the pictures that I saw online on some of these blogs? Fantasy isn't wrong.. adds to the excitement right? But it was new and stimulating and well the bottle of wine didn't hurt!
I love Apollo and he keeps finding ways for me to love him more. I just wish that he was here to love me now. I went up to the photo studio after we got off the phone and I went searching through blogs again. Somehow I ended up on this amateur porn site. Shh.. don't tell anyone but I look around a bit. In fact I looked around a lot. I side glanced at the clock and oh crap! I'd been on there for over 2 hours! I need to go to bed. I am taking myself to a local coffee shop after the kids go to school, I saw that they have different groups that meet there. Maybe I'll be able to find one to meet new friends.
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If fantasy adds to the excitement and you're using it to fuel your relations with Apollo, you shouldn't feel guilty at all.
Have you taken another peak at my blog - there's a new post up there ya know.
It was only wrong if you weren't thinking of me.
No, that's not wrong. POSTING something on the amateur porn site might be, though. :-)
Just don't let it become an obsession - not that I would know anything about that.
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